Is it the voice? Passionate, refined, and/or desire inducing? Is it in the songs she sings? What their about and how they reach and touch me? Can it be how she and they relate and enspire in me a familiar melancholy of forlorn memories that run very deep and most dear? Over all this time and all the visitations. Visitations I can only define as random hauntings of spiritual, mental and exotic enchantments of phantasies beyond the scope of mortal existance. Is it the dream and promise and hope that they will and must all somehow someway come about. Yes it is all these things and more. Yes I can't help but believe it is the combined accumulation of the many and varied spectors and visions over all the years of a very special soul I lost a long time ago. Before I even knew I had her. Heart and soul. But she knew and made a promise to herself and to me by proxy of all of these forms and enchantments in the wee of of my most lonely and dangerous nights. A loss I failed to realize just a little too late. For reasons of youthful ignorence I led myself astray with another I thought was ture but over time turned out to be false and ruinous.
Yes I believe it all is summed up in her. I don't know why or how I know this is the final image of my long time Siren. It's just something about her. The songs. the look of a soul lived long and weary a life... no... many a life long lived and died unfulfiled. Self commited to await a soul ment to be with hers. Yes I am certain she is the last of the many apparations that had so well sustained me all these years and lives as well. How do I know this ? I can and do see it all in her eyes.
Eyes that tell my soul fate and destiny for sure
Shall and will join our souls as one in eternity
Hers to mine and mine to my beloved Siren