Adult Celestial Wings


Gazing in the wee hours out me bedroom window

Glittering like diamond dust strewn all about a full moons glow

Be the stars and galaxies of the cosmos to behold

My mystical theather of the real and surreal awaits to unfold


It won't be long till these lids close over me eyes

As I begin to doze off in the far distance my Black Bird flies

Falling into deeper slumber my inner eye opens wide

Cast upon a mystical dreamscape be images my Black Bird spied



Ah yes I can see it now winging ever so high among the moon and stars in this night sky.

As gathering shades of star dust slowly swirl about and begin to coalesce as it flies by.

Into visions of people places and events that happened then, happen now and tomorrow.

Sceens of family, friends and all my lovers of now and then I could beg steal or barrow.



All save for she who also commissioned my Black Bird with this dark spiritual charge.


As our familiar portal between this haunted mystery of her and me that looms so large.



That our ghostly souls so deep in this forbidden love so long a time ago yet still survives.

Reconstituted and reconsummated in lives lived again and again over the ages never dies.

Not then, not now not ever for all time and is not just another wishful mirage.

Black Bird



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Comments (9)

  1. questingmom

    Very lovely, it’s sad a little… particularly the image of her where her hand touches the surface of the curved portal. I’ve seen the very same image in my minds eye also some years back but it being a very pale man with the exact same hand on curved glass. I imagined it was a space dude… lol. I don’t take my visions too serious. It’s interesting to notice how in sleep gravity is not relevant. Nice video at the end. I liked the clarinet because it’s been awhile since I heard one. That woman’s voice is so amazing too. So the lover and beloved are separated,. Not able to be together all through the ages…never ever ….other than that each is aware of the other. It’s what makes the world go ’round and ’round I think!

    December 05, 2016
    1. macabre360

      Well q’mom, I can’t say how much I appreciate this comment. And yes this has been a near timeless series of the one (aka My Siren, of the Siren Chronicles) who has this mystical claim on me from a long past to my now’s as well as all me ever after. And thanks this Black Bird of mine. She is able when the stars and moon allow. To breach the veil of time and space. To visit/haunt my thoughts and dreams and indeed the flesh of me soul. With a promise of our destiny in sensual ecstasy unknown to mortal man.
      And the video is just one of her spells that set the stage of what’s to become of our spirits in eternity.
      And again, I can’t thank you and all who wing along with me and this enigmatic Black Bird of mine/ours.

      December 05, 2016
  2. questingmom

    I could add Black Bird another thought that came to mind. It seems I’m reminded of opposing natures in the wholeness of things. It’s because the imagery that you fly with are so very similar yet comepletely the opposite of my imagery. The bird of which I find flight and vision is a white one and colors shine on or with it. The woman silloette in the circle is opposite to the man illuminated in one. Then I saw the daytime and how it just barely meets the night time in the foggy misty birth of the day and at dusk, and then I thought of the North Pole, and the South Pole. Each thing exists together in wholeness, but not in the same space/time. The meetup is outside of space/time. So sorry if that’s ridiculous and long…it was nagging at me to understand something immaterial that I’m too dense to understand.

    December 06, 2016
    1. macabre360

      Ok well I have to tell ya first off this flatters the hell outta me. To have gotten all that is by no means ridiculous. I’d say a fine piece of ponderin’. And a fine feather to add to the wing. All I can say for now is this Black Bird has quite a few shades to its plumes. And right now their all blushing.

      December 07, 2016
  3. wonderwall79

    Just trotted back in this saloon to find this piece
    Well sometimes you come across literature that makes you throw your dollars in the air and say the drinks are I me.
    Very moving, very profound not that I don’t expect that from an ol gunslinger.
    I usually too my hat to greatness but today I’ll pull my six shooters out and fire off afew rounds in the air in awe.

    December 08, 2016
    1. macabre360

      Ah yes she of me nocturnal mystery again crossed the vast and cold divide. To light the flame that providence to date has denied. So to again entwine and fly within this dreamin’ soul of mine.

      December 08, 2016
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      February 27, 2017
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      March 08, 2017